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Steel (Fall Apart)

by Electric Paisan

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I don’t like the way that you won’t stop before you say something to me I just can’t ignore.
I know that it’s a trap but I take the bait and every time I do it it’s always the same.
I don’t like the way that you say you will try to treat me better but you never do.
You tell me it’s my fault and I’m not good enough. I feel I fucked up something but I don’t know what.

My head is always spinning and I don’t know what is real.
I’m losing what’s inside me and I don’t know how I feel.
I know it’s just your head and not your golden heart.
You can only do so much to me before I fall apart.

I don’t like the way that you constantly use the fact you’re sad to try to get to me.
I fear if I don’t play my part I’ll make you hurt. I feel so controlled and it makes me squirm.
I’m running out of answers and I wish you would try to find some help just like you know you should.
Instead you put it on me or ignore it, but I can’t keep you going or take another hit.

My head is always spinning and I don’t know what is real.
I’m losing what’s inside me and I don’t know how I feel.
I know it’s just your head and not your golden heart.
You can only do so much to me before I fall apart,
Only do so much to me before I fall apart.

I know that you are kind and always try to do what’s right, but I can see you struggling with your current mind.
Please try to find a path that can help you start to heal, ‘cause I can’t take much more of this I am not made of steel.

My head is always spinning and I don’t know what is real.
I’m losing what’s inside me and I don’t know how I feel.
I know it’s just your head and not your golden heart.
You can only do so much to me before I fall apart,
Only do so much to me before I fall apart.
You can only do so much to me before I fall apart.

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released May 16, 2022
Written, arranged, performed, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Joseph Tudino

Album Artwork photo by James Lastowski
Album Artwork graphic design by Anna Stevens

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